DarkEye5000

You know how the world going into shit such as with the housing crisis, middle class slowly disappearing, greedy politician and corporations sucking everything out from everyone? Well I am very cynical with the world because people take advantage and want something out from everyone. I see the same in the Internet.

Every fandom I ever been even the one claimed to be wholesome is a total bullshit lie. People only care about having image and amount of followers to gain. I will admit I was being a shitty ass kisser in the comments and went for fame, that is until realizing the wholesome fandom is the same like in IRL only care about themselves not giving everyone a chance. Comparing with number of likes and followers, it is the same like number of money to have. The rich only care about themselves and with the other rick folks while ignore the poor. In the Internet world, people with huge amount of likes and follows, ignore others who don't have the huge amount without knowing people deeply. I noticed people put down ass kissing comments toward well known creators seeking out their attention and hoping to get something free out of it. Those ass kissers only care about the content not who the creator are as a person. That includes treat everything like business and profit. Just like corporations and politicans care about their supporters who blindly follows them.

Ass kissing can be malicious if the intention is to grab famous creator’s attention to get something free such as art. However there are can be other reasons why people started to give ass kissing comments. There can be situations ass kissers are too scared of creators who can be quick to lash out of anger that the ass kissers are too scared of speaking up what is in their mind silencing their voices. I can call ass kissing bullshit for I done that, however it is worse that ass kissers are forcing themselves to do it because of being afraid of people who does not give everyone room to breathe. The people who get trigger easily in anger are the ones who are more bullshit than ass kissers by making everyone afraid of them to voice their thoughts.

From my years in Discord that I been given by others with art which I actually like them. They created those arts because they enjoy the OCs I made and their personality which I also done art gifts because I want to. I notice now people are giving away comission and art exchange gifts as a tool to create networking with everyone only to build up fame and image. It is the same like the bullshitter corporations who only trade each other to fucking build an empire to grow big and only care about business side even to do it out of forced. Here in this fandom, people trade each other art and set up comission to get more money. Even though people want more money in order to survive, but this does not means to abuse gift exchange and comission to gain fame that can hurt anyone. If people want to be a professional creator, that is fine but it does not mean to abuse anyone as that is not fucking professional. That goes to the same to anyone who make art exchange out of way to control people and create business networks by making arts they do not like. I know it is not real art gifts if person is not being genuine nor enjoy drawing in the way to gain control and build bullshit fame.

I am already fully aware of the echo chamber about me and yet no one came up to me to ask for clarification to explain everything. I actually did roleplayed as shitty villains even one of them is manipulator and the other is rapist which was in roleplay. I will also admit I am not goody two shoes I am even I did hurt one kind person because of my petty bullshit. I wasn't very mature and reasonable person years ago because I gone petty over having crush with a character. I am a total asshole with cynical viewpoint over Internet and the world and already people are still seeking out for fame to be the top. I want to explain that I am autistic, but my disability does not excuse my shitty actions. This does not make me goody two shoes for I am just an asshole. I learned this from growing up because out there are worse people done worse than me. As I have said it before, no one is saint around here.

I wrote this journal because I read the journal talking about what been happening. I am not friends with the author of the journal, but not only I am witness I also done shitty things in the past. What I did was fucking bullshit as I was being rude and mess around over my petty jealousy even went as fucking far I use tarot readings that upset my friend. I am not proud what I did years ago onto the kind person and even I won’t get forgiveness, but I can try to make amends.

For this too much bullshit in all fandoms, I think it is better to be a wolf than be a sheep. You can ignore me, despise me, call me anything, I rather go in my own way. I'll do my own thing as a wolf while many sheep can baa and run away in circles.

I know people want to become sheep because the ugly side of reality is too fucking horrible to see and want to escape to be in denial by following the crowd. I know people will not like my cynical and pessimistic thinking because it can bring everyone down. But that is just being me because I seen many years people would hide their real intention in their actions even I read up many news and videos that people can be fucking selfish, despiteful, even greedy. I can see that in the fandom. I know people are still scared and want to treat Internet as their getaway comfort zone, but the Internet is not the fucking place to coop up and get all pissy over anything on what anyone don’t like to see. That includes supress out anything that is negative that it feels force to stay postive all the damn time. The world is full of bullshit and that is the same goes to the Internet which hiding away from harsh reality will not make it go away nor make it better. I know people will not change even hide behind their words like shitty corporations claimed to be supportive of LGBTQ but their real intention is money. I will stay cynical because I am just being myself.

If you get a note or in a chat that called your post an "inspiration muse" and like your profile without containing a link, it is actually spam. Block the user who send off the same wording in the note.

I only want to create a quick warning that there is hacker spamming off into Notes that talks about appreciating your art with a list of job positions to work into the video game company. The user provided a link explained the file is confidential and can only open onto a laptop.

Please do not click the link as it is a virus possibily a trojan or a phising scam to hack into your computer. What you can do is mark the note as spam and spread information about the hacker spamming into note. Look carefully into the note as the wording would be change with a different link. Never click the link no matter what. This is the spam note I gotten received.

Be on a lookout for spam notes from hackers who only wanted to infect your computer with a virus.

Years ago I made a journal called Stories Checklist which I think now it is the time to update the list of stories I wanted to work on.

• FNAF Fanfic

Even though as of now there is Security Breach already out months ago, however I wanted to stick to by my old idea that centers around FNAF 1-4 and maybe Sister Location not including other games to tell a story I written out.

• Ringmaster Story and Backstory

This OC character will have both a backstory that reveals how Ringmaster became a sadistic circus ringmaster and a story that centers around the two boys arriving at the circus that is being inspired by the 2016 clown sightings.

• Metum Story

I would need to create a story that is about ten teenagers trying to summon Metum, but ended up having worse fate dealing with the consequences of summoning a shadow ghost. Metum will have a backstory on how did she die and why Metum became a shadow ghost unable to move on.

• Little Lizzy Story

I’m still debating to either make a video game or a written story that is about a detective investigating the haunted house that Little Lizzy resides in. I thought about creating a video game because I wanted to include an Easter Egg that points out to one of my Creepypasta OCs.

Entity story and Backstory

Entity got actually a backstory to reveal how that thing came into exist and why it want to spread negativity all over the world to be strong. I even thought of a story that revolves a girl having to deal with the negativity parasite Entity while battling off against depression that gone worsen. I also wanted to include crossover comic that was character test to see Entity's personality. I even got an idea in one of my tumblr blog that centers around a boy how he is connected to Entity.

• Sonic Fanfic Rewrite and Sequel

I will admit it was my very first fanfic and I did cringe at my original fanfic that I thought about rewriting the story after I found out what is consider canon for the Sonic Universe as I did not know the Sonic OVA, Sonic X, and the Sonic games is not one giant universe. However I can still post up the original story as I will also wanted to write off the sequel I thought of years ago.

• SKD 1, 2, 3, and Prequel

It has been years since that story came to me in the dream that I wanted to make a story out of it. The story has been on a back for a while as I wanted to figure out how to create a beginning as in the first story center around with a little girl meeting up with the serial killer. The second story is going to be focus onto the boy and girl twins dealing off with their narcissistic father having twisted agenda onto the twins. The third story is the final part of the series that the twins and the little girl will be in the same story. There is a plan for a prequel on how the serial killer came to be and a poem that focus on the twin's mother dealing with the evil father as this might also become a prequel to.

• A Peasant Story

This is a stand alone story that focus on the peasant living in a kingdom that is being ruled over by a selfish king. It was originally going to be relating to SKD but already decided to make this into stand alone.

• A Salvation Project

I actually found an idea written down in my small book as now I realized I actually got another Creepypasta story except it does not revolves around the four Creepypasta OCs as I wanted to tackle on the plot that scientists wanted to experiment on the existence of afterlife.

• Romeo and Juliet Prequel

Before you type in, yes the play was originally written by William Shakespeare which I thought to make a prequel as I think I got this from a dream of the two men who were friends with each other. I thought make a prequel of this dream to show why the two families started to hate each other as in the original play the families forgot why they fight at each other.

• A Zombie Story

This also came from a dream that there are sharks surrounded the island that eat the zombies as the poor is living on the outer skirts while the rich lives inside a giant cage community that repels away both the zombies and the poor.

• Evil Plush Doll

I actually created a horror character about a stuffed doll travel through stuff land that might be great idea to turn this story into a video game having a game mechanics that you use your ribbon to go up into high places with the story having a twist.

• Forest Creature Species

I am still deciding to either make this species I made into a Creepypasta or as an SCP as this creature lurks around in the forest eating human campers.

• Apocalypse Story

This is based off a dream I saw a news reporter with riots happening around at the back as I thought this can turn into a story and filling in details what kind of apocalypse is happening.

• AtlanticCraft fanfic

I actually forgot about this fanfic that I thought to one day go back after I finish everything off with my other stories as I wanted to show idea on TideAtlantis that is two sides combine into one faction. This fanfic is based off the Minecraft roleplay by Atlanticcraft and Kraken Kid YouTube channels.

• Kirby AU story

It is based off headcannons I came up with years ago that I thought to make poem along with a story though I won't include Forgotten Land only because the headcannons had been created around the time when Star Allies came out and thought it would be easier to have concise story.

• The Glass Lotus Shard

This is the story I wanted to work on the most that is a story sets around in the dark, grim world of Mirror World featuring Dark Meta Knight! As you can see that I posted up the Prologue as I want to take this project seriously to get things started. You can follow along into the tumblr blog dedicated to this project at The Glass Lotus Shard

Oh boy this is very long list, though this is the start of somewhere to tackle the stories head on with this revised checklist. Keep an eye out on my projects that nothing will stand in my way!